Got me that
Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
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Person: hey you kinda made me uncomfortable/embarrassed just now. I’m not mad, but I just wanted you to know.
Me: ok!!! sorry about that, I’ll try to be more aware of your boundaries :)
Me, internally: I Was A Fool To Think I Could Ever Be Loved, That I Could Ever Be A Real Person, With Friends And Companions. But Alas, I Am A Monster. I Have No Empathy. I Was Forged From Solitude, And To Solitude I Must Return, Lest I Harm Those I Care For Yet Again.
anyone else with rsd have that unhealthy thought pattern of “if i’m not number one to you then i don’t matter” with ur best friends? like does anyone else have a v hard time dealing with ur closest friends having friends outside of u bc it feels like they’re replacing u or distancing themselves from u? or u just feel like the more time they spend with other ppl the quicker they’ll realize u Aren’t That Special and leave u for someone better?
Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
This is… one of the reasons why I have a hard time truly connecting
with people - and one of my best kept secrets. Or rather, most
shamefully hidden secrets.
